waa

im so mad at my self right now
its ridicilous
i just want someone to show me they love me
i need love
physical love
cuddling
hugs
all of that
im so sad
im so lonely
tonight, i am espically
im such a fucking idiot for thinking all that fucking shit but i cant help what i feel
i want to be held and loved :(
i want to cry but nothing is coming out
ITS A ICE CUBE IN MY ROOM
i might slip tonight
it might just happen
i just want to stay in my bed all day tomorrow, cuddled away, so no one can find me
i highly doubt they would find me anyways
because no one wants to be around me
i hatenfdasfsdajnsafdsandsadfna everything right now