saying goodbye

i know i said before that i wanted my reality back but now im saying goodbye to something i didnt think id have too

im going home tomorrow... for the first time in over a month. i hope im not disappointed. i highly doubt i will be though. ive made a lot of unexpected connections here... im glad.. its like one of those things that you dont really questions about it..its just what life brings to you unexpectedly

i just want to be home right now :( home with people i love and know... and not surrounded by strangers
i sound so backwards its ridicilous

i have so much to say, not enough enegry .. i need to finish packing and showering .......................
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i am lame.